I do not wish to persist in your mind.
It’s such a special feeling, to be seen. To be heard. To be.
Yet uneasiness lies close underneath. I bask in these gentle feelings for a while
and then I feel compelled to put some distance. To hide, like I wish I could erase myself
from your head. And I wish I could love and bask freely, not having instant regrets
and second thoughts and hyper awareness.
I wish I wish I wish, and it takes me nowhere.
But it didn’t matter, because Connor was just going to do what other people said until his brain started functioning properly again. He didn’t want anything. He didn’t need anything. It was a good place to be. No one could hurt him in that place, because a person without wants or needs didn’t want to be kept safe and didn’t need to be protected from hurt.
They were just…nothing.
I will make you believe you are lovely
Partie entretenue via le minimum d'investissement possible.
J'ai trop de films, séries et animés à voir, trop de fics et bouquins à lire, trop de jeux
bien plus engageants à découvrir. Trop d'animaux à cocooner aussi.
Mes passe-temps sont chronophages.
Tout a une histoire, tout est une histoire.
Toutes ces histoires n’en sont qu’une seule, au final.